peace...

last few days have been jus...there...some form or another...
jus one of those u wanna hold but let go..
lots of uncertainty...lots of surprises...some good ones...some unacceptable..

I fought for my rights and I am pained to see the good happen...
this is exactly wat I felt a yr ago wen aunty had left me back in OPH...
everything that happened was what i hoped for...
and I prayed n prayed harder that I could undo what i asked for

My patience paid of....my voice was heard...
I have a new respect for self now...
for my rights...for everything that's mine...

I dunno how I have learnt the art to focus on one thing
U either love or u hate...decide do one...
wen u do both u end up doing really bad
but honestly...its not hard to just keep loving some1 and ignoring the tiny bits n pieces...
I have been loving him...not gettin mad at him..
jus listening like hes a baby...
who just needs that care...that attention...that smile to keep life moving...

I dunno where I m headed...but i know for sure that I am happy