watchin things fallin in place

i was watching darsh in the mall...

he would pick up different things from different places and then mix them up everywhere...

then he would see how sad I was with all the mess...then begin placing things where they belonged...

Of lately...I have seen some divine power do the same to me...

Things are getting back in place...one by one...

each incident...each person...

Yest was one changing day in my life...uneventful...but so powerful to make me sing and dance everywhere...

There's some power old friends possess...no matter how immature a few can be...lol

One more thing I learnt oflately...mainly impressed by pursuit of happiness which i saw years ago...

that we can never be happy...we can only pursue that feeling...and work towards making self happy...Sometimes,  I realized too, that it just impossible to not love someone with all you have..impossible...coz thats the person who has selflessly taken care of you...in them and with them you have seen the world, cherished your dreams which has felt like spending a lifetime...examples of such people could be as simple as your parents/friends and as complicated as your boyfriend/girlfriend...You cant help but see the world in their faces...and some bitchy times make u bitter but you still look in their eyes to find that world...

On that note- I want to add, many of my grudges, misunderstandings have been cleared...my frustration is being channeled into reading, going out...its no longer haphazard without a reason...I am analyzing every bit of my feelings before throwing a few frustrating nonsensical words at people...I feel like my thought process and words have direction...i feel i have taken a huge step towards getting matured and I want to remain so for the rest of the yr...so here on christmas eve...my new yr resolution is ready too...heheh...

God bless us all...n support us through pressing times...