i dont have much to look frwd to

i feel really strange...m i have decided that i'll give words to my emotions...

coz i feel i cant talk m heart out..i'll talk it here...

i cried today...

once at 12...then after i hung up...

i saw myself in the mirror and felt bad for making a fool of myself by cryin...

then i went to the library...

i cried again...once while sitting down...

n then after meetin ppl....

no m not homesick

n its high time i stop giving this excuse each time i cry

I am hurt...n to this day-I would have reacted exactly the same way back home with my parents...