=)

i dunno wat i want...

but i m a lot more confident...stronger...

i dont know wats making me smile...

he who gave me thi new msn...or he who called me several times for small shitty things..

lol

i dont care...n i love it...thanks u=)

...

emptiness...

family...

leader...

understanding...

quiet...

happiness...

smile...

support...

loneliness...

tears...

fed up...

friends...

rough...

uneasy...

unfairness...

silence...

bear...

control...

more tears...

doha...

mom...

villa # 19

hug...

injustice...

heartbroken...mm..lol

better safe then sorry...

go slow...lol

So i found out today tht 96% is committed...n tht too very loyally...

m i heartbroken...m may b...

but m glad this time God didnt take too long...

n now i understand u better too mr.96% and all ur weirdness...

bad exam...need to get working really hard for the next one...

but gud day...made me grow a little more stronger...

home is where u r...

mom...i know u love me n miss me...

n u really dont havto feel guilty of not been able to make it here...

i promise..u'll never have to in life

had i ever thought i culdnt have done it, i wouldnt have come here in the first place...

i pray n wish that u have pleasant stay over at her apartment...

where my heart lies in the beats of that city...

n its funny...tht home is where u r mom,

n its true that when u r here...

this stupid place becomes home too...

some decisions in life dont come after hrs of thinking..

they come with a heads or tails...

they come with vibes...

now that we meet...i promise u wont cry of having to see me leave....

so true is whoever who said...no1 in this little world is more true to you..than they who give birth...excited about home...:):):)

i dont have much to look frwd to

i feel really strange...m i have decided that i'll give words to my emotions...

coz i feel i cant talk m heart out..i'll talk it here...

i cried today...

once at 12...then after i hung up...

i saw myself in the mirror and felt bad for making a fool of myself by cryin...

then i went to the library...

i cried again...once while sitting down...

n then after meetin ppl....

no m not homesick

n its high time i stop giving this excuse each time i cry

I am hurt...n to this day-I would have reacted exactly the same way back home with my parents...

mom...where ever u are...jus take me in ur arms and promise me u'll never leave me...bas...dont want nething more

thnks

with u by my side...i need no more...