Friday, January 2, 2009

satisfaction...

I came into Doha expecting nothing, i had a fear that things would change, this trip would be special...so it was..

I am satisfied...there's a feeling a contentment..
I knw that a few things given a thought would make me unhappy...I choose today, not to care about such things...to take them as they come...and not think about them...friends have told this to me all the while...today its jus added some value...

I had fun...spent quality time with mom dad friends...
but most importantly...i got my answers to soo many questions...its like the air is clear...its as if the ball is in my court now and I can act either way as per my convenience to make self happy..After a long time I feel the power is mine...

We fear uncertainty...that adds fear...like many others, thats what makes me unstable...but when you knw for sure...good or bad...the story is clear...there's no uncertainty...there is no fear...at this point comes acceptance...and I m on my way to do the same...

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