UTM..

So...
I should prolly just resort to bloggin...i dunno if it will serve the purpose..
though i do know that is one way i can keep account to wat i do in life..

training...intensive as usual...m glad there are ppl to help around...
my net is finally wrkin...but only on the old laptop...which means i have to the new one n get it fixed...

weird it is...i feel ironical n funny about having a guy next to me in the flight...he was back from a funeral..no i didnt feel my life was miserable or that this guy had to stop jus becoz my heart was feelin weird too at the time...but yea honestly..i have been thinkin about how grateful i m ...to ppl in general...

m disappointed about RD not callin n stuff be4 i leave...but i guess...that short message will compensate for a lot..m worried about a friend who has been fighting the temptation to play with ppl's emotions...to make a trade off between hurtin her bf n hurtin her...today m glad i m in no relationship..i feel odd...helpless..even wid guys around in my life...with friends who cant help the pain in my life...who wanna choose to let me be in one for watever reason...

I feel much stronger than before...its weird i dont miss him...with ppl talkin about him all the time...n its weirder still that i m actually handlin it well without him in life...in true sense of the word ...i feel independent...like yea...wat i achieved in Canada was mine n only mine...n now i feel it stronger that everythin i shall achieve should be mine too...whether i do come outta the mess in life or not is a different story...but i take great pride in the fact of being here alone...ppl left...n laid strong..ppl culdn help my tears ...i was still strong...